Yes, that's what I have been experiencing for the past few days. Tiny little butterflies, fluttering around and making sure that I don't rest in peace (pun intended).
So before I start, I must confess that I founded this website a few years ago and forgot about it. Simple as that may sound, I was excited to become a blogger, write amazing blogs, and make tons of money. The bubble burst soon enough when I learned it wasn't a cakewalk. Writing is a meticulous process, especially if you want people to read your work, and more so, if you want them to pay for your writing! I gave up even before I had begun.
Now, years later, here I am, still unsure of the process, but having become a tad bit wiser to know that I have to start at some point, rather than deal with ifs and buts for the rest of my life. I contemplated buying a few books and go through a few blogs to help me overcome my inhibitions to become a better writer. And one thing I have put into practice is to start writing. The monetary gains are nowhere in the picture, I want to simply get better as a person, evolve as a writer, and most of all, love myself for taking the plunge.
I'll be writing about anything and everything under the sun, and I hope to keep writing for as long as I can.
Cheers to long, winding roads ahead!